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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I was mistaken...

Well,

It turns out I was mistaken. I posted "Goodbye My Friend" as sort of a farewell to my relationship with my ex girlfriend. I had a lot of warm feelings for her and thought I would express them here. It turns out that she didn't see it that way at all. She sent me a very trite email expressing her anger towards me and my blog. It was at that point I realized that I have been really blind, or that I have been choosing to ignore what is in front of my face. We didn't break up on friendly terms. Agree to disagree as it were. I thought that's what was happening. I thought just because we didn't see eye to eye on an important issue that we could still be nice to each other even though we were no longer together. I really thought that at least a friendship could be salvaged but I was mistaken. I don't believe I have said an unkind word to her since things rolled to a stop. Yet her correspondance with me has been nothing short of cold, if not aggressive.

Well, I think I've come to the conclusion that despite my desire to be friends with her, she wants none of it. So with that truth smacking me in the face it really is done. No more friendship, no pleasantries, no kind words... nothing. I don't like burning a bridge but I guess that is what I have done. Time to close this door and open a new one as they say.

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